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Grounded. Have to dress like a whore tomorrow for foreign language festival. 
Got a new partner for the dance we have to do. He has muy horrible breath. Went to dance at ACTC tonight. Dancing to Stevie Wonder is a new found love of mine i suppose. Wendy's sweet tea, yet again, blows my mind. Have to create an invention for marketing and make a commercial for it.- i need ideas. and it can't be on the market at the moment. That's all. - ling. | | |
| so. i was looking up incriminating photos on tyler's xanga and thought i'd give mine a visit although its aparent no one gets on here. probably leading to its apeal.
here's what's gone on:
-relationship changes (a few) currently am with amazing fellow named tyler gifford who will probably be the only one to actually read this, if even he does.
-currently coping with broncitis
-stopped caring, people are just people. who makes their opinion of whats the norm or "in" overrule yours? ef that.
-i think i've decided what i want my future to contain. haven't quite worked out the details but i want to reach out to people and get involved like in a nonprofit organization that actually gets involved to help the community or to stand up for what i believe and shit. so yeah.
-pretty much fed up with our school
-tired of all the hate we add to the world, pretty much wish everyone could be a bit more like john lennon. yeah. i'm a dreamer.
-hung out at the park for about 5 hours. pretty awesome. ilovethepark.
-pretty glad i found such an amazing boy.
-so my dad's too good to call.. what's new.
-family situation just seems to being going to shit. whatev. i deal with change pretty well.
-sports + asthma instills fear in me that i can't help, what if this time when i pass out from asthma, no one knows what's wrong and i don't make it. who wants to live in fear so whatev. ef soccer. maybe it's stupid, i don't really care.
-got 2 fish, both died... walmart fish just don't last very long...
-really craving some chocolate something right now.
-planning on riding bikes tomorrow.
-talking to you on the phone right now
getting off to talk to you...
xanga is dead...like my soul...
haha...just kidding.
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| i give up...
How can potential good things, that otherwise i would've enjoyed turn out to be so horrible? | | |
| I know.. my posts are like becoming ever so seldom but here's what i've been doing and some stuff i learned.
- there has been a misconseption in the symbolizing of "L" it is not for Love "L" is for Loan..
- Today i went to a methicoline test at the hospital and got Wendy's and the little Asian manager guy had a conversation with me about me looking like Salma Hayek, i was thinking "who the heck is that" and with his accent man..i was lost, haha. so i just nodded and smiled.. haha, that seems to always work..but for those of you who don't know who it is here's some pics of her..
 
I dunno if i really do, but that's just what he said..
- Ben makes crappy friendship bracelets but they're made with love so it's okay.
- I actually went to one of Verity's dances and had fun (who would've thought it) me and ben went together. bri and dylan. steven and caitlin.(how cute) then us and julie, kaitlyn, josh, and thayer all went back to kaitlyn's(pretty fun)
- i can almost make my arm spin all the way around while my hand's still in the same spot(i figured that one out just now)
- i probably won't get to play in the rest of our soccer games or practices.. and probably next year too
- that my sisters and mom are only 5 ft. (i'm now doomed) i was hopin' i would at least make it to 5'2, i guess i can forget about that. haha
- i'm a really crappy report writer and mr. polley might not be soo bad (he let me eat donuts in his class today)
- JD can't hold onto any food for longer than 2 minutes.. or he'll explode, or something like that (he still hasn't made it past 1 minute and 55 seconds yet)
And Last But Not Least
-Tom Welling couldn't get any hotter, unless he was mr. petey from fall out boy, haha they're both babes.. but you can obviously tell i'm into not one type of guy, i mean really. one's a farmer and one's a vampire.. how different could they get.. haha
I guess tis be all.. Ta-Ta till I feel compelled to write on here again...
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| Is the world just wearing a giant facismile? Everyone walking past one another, thinking they know what's going on in their life by how they act, the way they live, their every move, not even thinking behind all those things is a completely different person longing to get out but trapped by their own fears and feelings of needing to hide your true-self in un-assurance of what people will think..
I mean we put on this fake emotion like make-up or clothes, fooling everyone around you, even those closest to yo. You wantto jump out and say " This is how i really feel! Why can't you see it?!?! THIS IS ME!" You want to tell everyone but would they really care?, I don't mean that fakecaring attitude, i mean REALLY care?! Or are we too self-involved in our own emotions and our own facismile feelings? You wake up in the morning after dreaming and sub-consiously thinking about your real feelings but then slowly as you get ready your facismile appears and doesn't wash off until after you lay down and start organizing your senond lifes emotions. Day after day wearingthis facismile, you start thinking it's real, getting lost in emotions till you become over-whelmbed by feelings and drowned in your own emotions , and no one even knows.... | | |
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